Sunday, February 5, 2012

Please Help Me to Help Myself

It's been a long time since I have written and today I don't have anything to say about what is going on around here. Mostly, I have feelings that I would love to write down. I don't know exactly where to begin, but I have been feeling a little......hmmm.....a little undervalued in certain areas of my life. I'm not even quite sure why I was feeling this way. Life is funny like that. I felt like I wasn't fitting in or that I was even welcome. I have an awesome family and wonderful friends who always tell me different, but this was a deep feeling that I couldn't shake.

Today, I heard something: there is a higher power among us and he knows we can do it. I believe in this higher power, but I also believe this higher power wants us to work hard for the things we have, even for the personal feelings we have. If we are feeling down we need to figure out why and work on it. I guess I just can't expect to ask God to fix it when I haven't even tried to fix it myself. I do believe that God only gives us challenges we can overcome and he will show us how to overcome them.

I have a sweet little student who struggles in reading which affects the other areas of her education. I never knew what I could do to help her because her reading was so much lower than the rest of the class. I began helping her and she is learning and growing. I asked a literacy specialist, how do I ween her off the help I have been giving her? She told me, I should help her with one problem and say, "Now I know you can do it. Work on the next three and I will come back to see what you have accomplished." I believe the same goes for God. He is there. He is willing to help us succeed, but we need to be willing to TRY. I always tell this girl that I want her to try first, and then I will help her. I should heed those words and not expect God to help me on every little thing.

I know He loves me. I know He watches over me and my family. I have seen it time and time again. We are where we are because of the blessings we have received. I need to show my thanks by doing what He has asked and to always remember to TRY before I ask for help. Maybe my prayers should be changed to, "Please help me to help myself."

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Suzanne Receives Internship!


I got the job! I am so excited that I could shout it from the roof tops!

My hard work is paying off and I get to intern as a 3rd grade teacher in the fall! I just cannot wait to get started. I have so many ideas floating in my head that I cannot wait to implement them. Mrs. Aguero's Rockstars will rock the 3rd grade!!

I have wanted to teach for a long time. I never thought it would be possible, but I believe that things just fell into place and I am grateful for the opportunities that have been presented to me so that I could go back to school and make one of my dreams come true! Thank you to my family for struggling with me these past few years (we're not quite done yet), thanks to my friends who helped me learn about college and suffer through it with me and those who watched my kids for me while I pursued my dreams, thanks to my parents who showed me how important an education is, thanks to my principal for having faith in me to teach the students, and thanks to God for giving me the opportunity!

We Love St. George, Except for the Car Troubles

St. George, Utah is a beautiful place. Nice and warm in the winter (compared to up North). Beautiful red rock scenery. Friendly people. Great soccer tournaments. All except one thing....I think my van is allergic to this city.

All three of my kids participate in the soccer tournament during President's Day weekend. We had a fabulous time. Vanessa's team took 2nd place overall. Christine guest played for a Salt Lake team, she had fun and actually played the entire time during the games because she was THAT good. Jorgy guest played for a Park City team and enjoyed the practice. Vanessa played at nice fields with parking lots. The other two did not play at nice fields. It was rather difficult to get three children to different places at the same time. Often times I was the one running around because I wasn't coaching. So, Jorge was at the nice fields with the nice parking lots, while I was at the bad fields with the mud parking lots! Ugh! The first game, I had to get Christine to her game at a certain time. They were playing on a sod farm and Utah had had an unusual winter with a lot of water. This sod farm was soaked through. Cars were getting stuck all over the place, including mine! I went in thinking I would be okay because I hadn't seen anyone else get stuck yet. I figured I would hurry and drop her off and find a good place to park where I wouldn't get stuck. She got out and I tried to move the van. It didn't go anywhere. I was completely stuck. I started to cry. I was all by myself with the two young kids in the back. I just sat there wallowing in self pity when I decided to get out to see how bad I was stuck. It didn't look too bad, so I tried again. Nope. Stuck. Then someone saw me and offered to pull me out. He towed me all the way out to the road and I was ever so grateful as he got down and dirty in the mud to help me out! But now what? Christine is playing on the fields. I went around and finally found a place where I could park and walk to the fields. This was day one.

Day two wasn't any better! I needed to drop Jorge and Vanessa off to play their games at the nice fields. All was well until I tried to start up the van to go to Christine's game. The van wouldn't start. Batter was dead. I had to call Jorge off the field and beg him to help me. Again I was crying. Jorge's parent happened to drive up at that time and helped me jump it. It started right up. Dumb battery always gives me trouble. So off we go to the sod farm. I decide to go to the street and walk in again, but Jorge drives up as soon as I get there. He says, follow us, I can find us a spot where you won't get stuck. I follow him hoping he is right. We find a good spot and can watch Christine and Jorgy from the same spot for three or four games. Then Christine has a game further down the field. Jorge says we will find a spot. So, we follow him and find a spot. I knew the second I turned into the spot I would be stuck again. Sure enough as we were trying to leave in the pouring rain, I was stuck and bad. Jorge had gone off to Vanessa's game, at the good fields, while I struggled. Jorge's mom was with me but had no clue as to what to do either. The tow trucks were on the other side of the fields. I had Jorge's mom get in the drivers seat and accelerate while I tried to push the van. This didn't work except for making me full of mud. Finally, someone driving by with blessed 4-wheel drive got us out of that mess once again. By this time I was numb to the nonsense of car trouble.

Jorge asked me if I wanted to go back to the sod farm the next day. I calmly said no.

On a good note, my Vanessa kicks butt on the soccer field!











Note the mud and people's choice to avoid it at all costs!




Valentine's Day Boxes and Love

Most of you know how I feel about these valentine's boxes. This year was no different. Although, I did force my husband to help because I had lots of homework to work on. It never fails that at least one child will cry because his or hers is not cool enough. This year Vanessa thought her wasn't good enough. But in the end they are happy with the loot they bring home and the boxes go in the garbage to be forgotten. Maybe this year as I begin teaching I need to remember to be happy about the lovely boxes....

Hailey's theme was Nursery Rhymes - She choose Little Bunny Foo Foo. Not sure that is a nursery rhyme, but she even added the mouse in the door.

Vanessa's theme was I Love America - she, or rather I due to lack of ideas, chose to do the Industrial Revolution. I think it was rather creative.

Jorgy's theme was All About Me - He chose to do a soccer theme. Rather fitting don't you think?

Some of the loot.

On a happier note.....Jorge LOVES his girls. He brought roses home for each of us!

Flu Epidemic

I don't know what my problem is, but I get sick a lot. Makes me wonder if my job is the cause. Before I had kids, I never got sick. I didn't even know what a headache felt like. But lately I catch everything the kids bring home. January was not my month. I got VERY sick in Las Vegas. So sick that I couldn't even get out of bed. I had a raging fever that burnt your hand if you touched my skin. I felt better the next day, but two days later I got a great surprise. I got sick once again. Jorge needed to go to the doctor for some reason and he just asked them to check me out just in case. Well the tests came back and I had "swine" flu or H1N1. Ridiculous! I had the shot! Why in the world was I getting sick! The doctor didn't know, but he told me that if I hadn't have had the shot, I would have probably been in the hospital. I am tired of being sick. I need to move somewhere warm where the germs stay away and I stay well! Here's to wishful thinking!

Here I am deathly ill in January!

Stay and PLAY in Vegas!

Christine and her soccer team were lucky enough to play in a tournament in Las Vegas in January! She got to dorm with her team and had a blast! It was neat to play under the lights with the Palm trees in the background. Beautiful during the day and chilly at night. Jorge and I took Vanessa and Brandon with us and left the other kids home. I got very sick (more to come about this later), and everyone else loved every minute of it. Oh, and my daughter kicks some butt on the soccer field!







Crazy Lady


I've never been so busy in my entire life! I doubled up on my college courses so I could finish a month sooner. I took a study class to help me pass the Praxis II test. I was teaching a 4H class. I was working. I was being a mother. I was being a wife. I was being a soccer mom. At that point in my life, all I could think of was AHHHHH! I got through it. I am better now, but still busy. This year may prove to be worse. Here's to craziness!

4H - Lights! Camera! Action!

I took on a little project this past semester at school. I decided to teach a 4H class, and it wasn't going to be ANY 4H class, I was going to make it a huge production. After the first class, I thought I made a huge mistake. The kids were difficult. I had three students quit on me because of the other students. They laughed and messed around and didn't want to listen to me. I thought we would never pull it together. But, I have to admit, the final product was fun and I just MIGHT do it again....

It was a musical production called, Lights! Camera! Action! It had songs from some famous movies like Sponge-bob, Polar Express, and Shrek. The kids had fun and did very well. They even designed their own costumes. I was a proud teacher.





Christmas 2010

Making the Gingerbread house.....

The Final Project....

Brandon's fascination with the Nativity, or is it because it's something breakable?

Doing what we do best....dancing and singing to Playstation Games


Brandon and Alex


Alex and his obsession with shoes.....(don't ask!)


Presents










Pay no attention to the tape on the glasses....













We are so blessed to have family to love and share these memories with. Love to you all!